life just kinda sucks
Feeling numb. It is a feeling I constantly struggle with. I lose interest in everything, including myself, and it frightens me. And I know I did this a lot to you. I would love you too much one day, and the next day I would lose myself and lose what I felt for you. At moonlight my feelings poured a storm, while at morning light my feelings were desert sand. I am never steady like the pavement we place our feet on, I fluctuate like the ocean we get lost in.