this-pa1n-1s-just-to0-r3al:

Never good enough on We Heart It.

this-pa1n-1s-just-to0-r3al:

Never good enough on We Heart It.

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truelove-inthe-air:

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truelove-inthe-air:

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Feeling numb. It is a feeling I constantly struggle with. I lose interest in everything, including myself, and it frightens me. And I know I did this a lot to you. I would love you too much one day, and the next day I would lose myself and lose what I felt for you. At moonlight my feelings poured a storm, while at morning light my feelings were desert sand. I am never steady like the pavement we place our feet on, I fluctuate like the ocean we get lost in.


And god, I am so sorry for being such an abstract painting, a bitter cup of coffee, a dim star lost in a galaxy of thoughts. I wish I didn’t get lost in my own mind like a tourist in a city, a maze of opposite roads, cracked buildings, and old memories. I wish I could just wake up from the person I am, the person that haunts me. I just hope one day, someone will be able to swim in my veins, rather than drown in my mind. I hope someone won’t lose interest in me, the way I lose interest in myself.
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trust-and-vent:

I can’t help it anymore

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fuxking-hate-everybody:

🌸TW - depression blog🌸

fuxking-hate-everybody:

🌸TW - depression blog🌸

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